I will let you down

他傷害了自己。他的痛楚，他的虛妄，他的實相。在忠於自我的路上，他傷害了自己。他讓自己失望，他會讓他們失望。他會讓你失望。他傷害了自己。現實傷害文學。文學吞噬現實，傷害他，讓他失望。在一個無字可寫的時刻，他終將憶起那些沒能再回想的事。you could have it all, my empire of dirt. 



I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything


What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end


And you could have it all
My empire of dirt

I will let you down
I will make you hurt


I wear this crown of shit
Upon my liars chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here


What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end


And you could have it all
My empire of dirt

I will let you down
I will make you hurt



If I could start again
A million miles away
I will keep myself
I would find a way